Coldness-
So my world ends here...
Surrounded by demons and such
I never had a string of fear
During each moment I prayed
For my return I waited
each and every dying day
look at me now, can't you see me
i'm laying here, bleeding...dying freely
I took a turn for the worst
But alas it ends i am no more
My vision is fading slightly
Almost seems too dim
How I ended up this way you ask?
I guess the rope I grabbed was too slim.
Now as I watch you walk
As you grow and play.
I wish I had been in the light,
But now Im in the dark
My Nightmares are grabbing me
My heart feels the tension.
I feel it slowly stop beat after beat...
Its hard to talk, hard to mention.
So I reach out my hand
I feel weak, I cant even stand.
Im breathing harder and harder than before.
it almost seems that I'm screaming
but theres no sound, nothing...anymore.
Guess this is it,
Im losing this race.
as my breathing seizes, and heart beat fades.
the warmth leaves my face.
My memories are growing faint...almost gone..
I wish I wouldn't die here,
I'm too young, Too strong....
So I bite my lip
tasting the blood that I have left.
Trying to rise up, wanting,
craving that one last step.
but it's no use no use.
tears run down my face.
The tears I misuse
Then I feel a pull,
my hand drops and my body stops.
my heart took....its...last beat.
Coldness fills my body,
and I feel it.
Is this death? why me? why now?
then I return to this.
So my world ends here....
more or less I was dead long before.
I was just to stubborn to call it.
I hope you miss me....
